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Amanda  

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Whoah.

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 21, 2008, 1:01 AM
It's been a year, 12 days over actually, since I wrote in this journal. That's a little pathetic. Haha. Maybe the reason why I didn't update it is because not much as changed in my "art" world. I still have the same negative feelings towards my work, but I'm young and I have so long to improve it to where I'm happy with it. So I'm trying not to be as hard on myself I guess.

I've started painting with coffee. So that's pretty exciting. Maybe if I get something worthwhile I'll post it on Deviant Art. But we'll see.

I've been having the worst artistic block in everything. It's really getting to me. Especially in my writing. I feel like I should be writing something with some philosophical meaning but I have no idea what it is. It's a terrible feeling. I feel like I'm suppose to be realizing something so critical to my life, but I'm not. I think God is trying to teach me something important but I haven't figured out what yet. It's frustrating. It bothers me so much on a daily basis, I'm about to explode. Haha.

I had Deja Vu last month at school where it was basically the same thing. I felt like those 15 seconds happened exactly the same before and I was suppose to realize something MAJORLY life changing in those moments, some knowledge that would affect me so significantly... but I didn't.

What is going on with me?! lol

I need to stop life and listen very closely to what God is trying to tell me. I need to pray like crazy that he'll help me open up my ears. For real.



On a more positive note, my birthday is in on June 26th. : ] Oh boy, how exciting. Haha. I hope it's a good day. I've already gotten an amazing and totally gracious birthday present from Sean and my mom! A new television that was a lot more money than I wanted them to spend, haha. I am so thankful! : D <3

I also started a new job at a place called Image Factory. We make signs and banners and decals and stuff. I like it a lot. It's pretty fun, it doesn't even feel like a job. lol : ]

With that being said, I'm starting paying my first monthly bill! Hahha. It's only $10 for comcast in my room, but still! It's a start at least. You know. : D

Anywhen, that's pretty much it. I can't think of anything to add to this already lengthly journal. So, I think I'm going to end it now. lol I'll try and keep it up more now though.



Take care everyone and stay happy! : D

  • Listening to: Family Force 5
  • Reading: about astral planes.
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew

Devious Information

  • Current Age: Seventeen.
  • Current Residence: Pennsylvania.
  • Interests: Sleeping, drawing, writing, photography, painting, psychological & philosophical matters, Sean,
  • Favourite movie: Alice in Wonderland, LOTR, Eternal Sunshine, Garden State, The Crow, Benny&Joon, Boondock Saints
  • Favourite band or musician: Recently I've been listening to a lot of: MewithoutYou, Motion City Soundtrack, Eisley, FF5.
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything that moves me.
  • Operating System: Leopard.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: The shells in Geneva-On-The-Lake, OH.
  • Favourite game: I lost. D :
  • Personal Quote: "If you saw a fairy, wouldn't you squish it?"
  • Tools of the Trade: Nikon D-40

Devious Comments

=mrcool256:iconmrcool256: Jun 23, 2008, 10:12:19 PM
Just dropping by give you a big thank you for the :+devwatch: my friend. Hope all is well. :ahoy:

:peace:

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~syalalla:iconsyalalla: Jun 20, 2008, 1:46:38 AM
thankyou :kiss:

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~HarlequinFever:iconHarlequinFever: Jun 17, 2008, 10:57:43 AM
Thank you very much for the favorite ! (:

:heart:

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=Fr0zenIllusi0n:iconFr0zenIllusi0n: Jun 16, 2008, 9:48:24 AM
Thanks :hug:

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~KateWalker:iconKateWalker: Jun 15, 2008, 5:52:56 AM
Thank you! :blowkiss:

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=Uberdadeh:iconUberdadeh: Jun 13, 2008, 11:36:41 AM
:wave: Amanda
Thank you for the :+fav: of Splash Down :)

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=alsebka:iconalsebka: Jun 12, 2008, 1:18:43 PM
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~newartstance:iconnewartstance: Jun 5, 2008, 11:23:25 AM
hey thanks for the fave on the dreads =D
*introvertevent:iconintrovertevent: May 28, 2008, 5:26:37 AM



thank you so much




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che calza a pennello...
*DeadEndDetour:iconDeadEndDetour: May 24, 2008, 6:12:00 PM
Aww, I think you might have. But you're very welcome! :D

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~pinchi:iconpinchi: May 21, 2008, 11:53:56 PM
did I already said thanks or the fav? Anyhoo, thanks!
~DeathsArrow:iconDeathsArrow: May 18, 2008, 6:49:34 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: ;D

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~dblg:icondblg: May 12, 2008, 10:42:52 AM
Thank you for the :+fav:

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*seanelliott:iconseanelliott: May 8, 2008, 3:20:09 PM
:heart: I gift you =D

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=Valimar:iconValimar: Mar 24, 2008, 11:21:57 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: :thumbsup:

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*spincus:iconspincus: Mar 20, 2008, 9:52:54 PM
thanks for the :+fav: :)

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~DeathsArrow:iconDeathsArrow: Mar 8, 2008, 12:26:30 PM
thanks for the faaav <3 :]

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~DeathsArrow:iconDeathsArrow: Feb 3, 2008, 3:02:05 PM
thanks for the :+fav:
love yooou

love
Dezzy

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"I will kill you with my eyeliner."
<3 Geoffrey Paris